Finally getting over this creeping crud that I've had for awhile now. Still a little bit down, I don't know why. Starting to get migraines again and I don't think I'm really stressed so don't know what the hel that's all about.
I realized something last night or atleast verbalized it. I find my wife physically beautiful, and now he wants to change that. It's not like I don't expect appearances to change naturally. People age, my wife and I look different from the day we met, the day we got married, probably even last year. But that's gradual, it's what time does. I was looking forward to growing old with my wife. Transition on the other hand is going to take aways most of the things I find physically attractive in my wife. Although the core person is still there It's going to change the mental picture in my mind I have of what growing old is going to look like.